-APHASIA-

hey, i tried cooking this morning (yeah, so i thought i was or i thought this was cooking, whatever)  i popped into the blender some sliced potatoes, tomatoes, onions, ground beef, sliced turkey bacon and some cheese. i added tabasco too for some spice. yum!

after 30 minutes of pure blending plessure. took the thing out and spread it heavenly in my pre-heated tortilla. took a can of dr. pepper’s , opened the tv, stretched my legs and gave the tortilla a big bite…hmmm…it taste…awwwwwwwwwooooookkk!!! delisyoso!!!

wore my running shoes after. got to go to mcdonald’s. i need a "real" breakfast.

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had sausage, egg and cheese mcgriddles and a large coke. yum!!! yum!!

my vodafone rang

lost my appetite

"hello dad"

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so things are not so good at home…what’s new? in his point of view seems like nothing good will happen
so whose fault it is this time?

ate has a bullet wound in her leg…yaku is trying to be an-all-knowing-GOD…not sure if ditse can handle all the chores at home and i, yes, me… will not do good without kuya…nothing new..blah..blah..blah..bleech

they are going home…finally..at last…mommy is getting restless..he’s getting impatient…i can see myself grinning

he stayed there for about an hour with his lectures then ended the call without saying goodbye

i’m used to it

ate my chocolate chip cookie then went jogging back to my plat

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i missed my mom….yaku…ate…ditse…dont want to sound emotional here (that’s yaku’s territory) but sometimes this living-alone-far-away-from-home thing is sickening. it sucks sometimes.

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wanting to talk to someone..she’s not online…when can i talk to her….dont know..missed her…ateeeeeeeeeeeeeeee loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..mag-online ka naman

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i’ll just sleep…maybe there’s a better world there….but i have to go to church later…south hayward umc….breakfast for the soul…

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so i was thinking of you right now…i wonder if you think of me too…of course i know you are not…and you’ll never do…they say you are happy now…he’s a star soccer player…wow…maybe you can introduce him to me sometime….when i’m ready to shake you off my nervous system…that will be soon…there are already some neurologic manifestations of mild apshyxia

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drift..drift…drift…drift..