-APHASIA-

…to describe my week…..toxic!!!!!

been hustling from school to work to dad’s therapy to becoming gelo’s nanny

i need a break!!!!

just got my "Interactive Human Embryology Animation Modules" and i have to admit, i’m having fun! human embryology is pretty challenging for medical students like me mainly because we have to conceptualize a series of complex developmental events that occur over a period of time. i just finished watching and reading the chapters on grey’s err i mean gross anatomy and i must admit, it kept me awake and offline for the rest of the night. gross anatomy is basically a conceptualization of the three dimensional relationships of the human body.cadaver disection is the primary teaching method and is the focal point of all teaching activities. the module has animated cross-sectional illustrations of the human body, 3D models of certain organs and a very detailed and animated guide in disecting a cadaver. plus the narrator’s voice is sooooooo soothing.

the embryology texts used static 2-dimensional images which are very impressive. plus, software programs were included in the modules like adobe illustrator, adobe photoshop, shockwave studio and macro media flash, which i already have on my laptop, but definitely came out handy for those who dont have them yet.

i’m quite excited for the coming gross anatomy classes because we will start our disecting sessions. i bought my disecting stuff last week and felt very proud of myself (bought it with my own money! yeah). i’m growing up. ha ha ha.

but of course i still need my moore and dalley book on clinically oriented anatomy and my atlas of human anatomy. and our "main tool", the medical dictionary. i have it in my pocket all the time.

i will wear my blue scrub suit tomorrow and i can’t sleep.

this is it…quitting med school is definitely not an option at the moment.

opps….to "my butterfly", i’ll let you fly for a while. i guess this is not the right time. you take care. yes, those were "tears" and i’m too coward to admit it.

him: you sing that song okay. i want you to sing it

me: you’ll be fine. stop thinking of negative things.

him: i dont know what will gonna happen

me: you’ll be fine. we are praying for you.

him: i was singing that song in my head since last night

me: it’s a good song.

him: do you think the needles will hurt?

me: yeah it will but just imagine that it was just a prick from her

him: i wish it was really from her

me: you can do it. just focus.

him: take care of yourself. kiss gelo for me.

me: i will don’t worry.

him: thank you for everything. sorry for all the pains that i’ve caused the family. i didnt mean to put all of you into this…

me: its okay. we are all in this together.

him: thank you. i’ll be going now. i’m proud of what you have become godo. i am really proud of you.

me: i’m proud of you too. God bless you.

him: hey, can you do me this favor? when you call her, please tell her i love her. i love her so much.

me: i will.

him: thanks. i’ll end this call now.

–end of conversation-

and this is the song….

You love me, when I was so unlovely. You sought me when I was lost. You showed me how much You really love me. When You bought me at the highest cost.

There’s no greater love than this. There’s no greater love than this. That a man would give His life for a friend. There’s no higher sacrifice than a man would give His life. You have paid a precious price for me.

You loved me when I was so unworthy. You cleanse me with Your own blood. You clothed me, with righteousness and mercy. You guide me with Your steadfast love.

i’m so proud to be the uncle of this boy wonder, my new nephew, joehan angelo or gelo…he was born last february 21, 2007 at the university of california san francisco medical center. he weighs 19 lbs, 12 ozs, 57 cm in length, 38.5 cm head.

what a blessing!!! congratulations to kuya henry and ate jo. cheers to the new big bro, jay-jay!

she sat beside me..i smelled her sweet perfume…then all of a sudden i felt her hands..caressing my chest…"make love to me" she said..so i kissed her on her neck…i felt her hand moving down…squeezing my balls..giving the newly operated pair a pleasing aching feeling…her scent is making me crazy…."make love to me"…she keeps on whispering to my ear…rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrringgggggggggg…..my alarm clock…just a dream..f"ck…too much grey anatomy!!!!!

i love you izzie!